it's like a bad dream i can't wake up from.

   我静静的想着,想上次写这句话是什么时候.

   it's sitll there. every single word. and that terrifies me. i tell myself i don't

care. but, don't i? truth is i do care and i don't like it so i keep telling myself that i don't care. everything will fade away, the knows, the not-knows.

   守一轮明月,听拂面清风. 何事苦淹留.